Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Can't see the forest for the trees....


View from the 3rd floor (photos taken by gina pina)


It was oddly beautiful outside yesterday. It was so dreary and foggy that you couldn't see downtown from my top floor, only layers of blue sky. I stared out the window for a while imaging that I was in a very small world, that reached only as far as my eye could see. Everything I needed was right by me, and everything I feared was far far away (not even in my city). I'm trying to find my way through this fog, but its hard to see the point (even after watching The Point). Rockman says "You see what you want to see, and you hear what you want to hear." Could this be true?


Tuesday, January 8, 2008

so far shitty 08

2008 has, thus far, been pretty fucking shitty. I feel like I am losing everything I cherish (radio station burnt down, skates and gear all stolen, love found and lost). I am trying to keep it in perspective since I haven't lost life, limb, or family, but its been hard to see the good in anything lately.
Not even art or music is making me happy today. :-(